You'll Think of Me

You'll Think of Me

by Wendi Zwaduk
You'll Think of Me

You'll Think of Me

by Wendi Zwaduk

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Overview

The man of her dreams finally came home from the war, but is he still the man she remembers or have his demons changed him forever?

Melanie Roberts loved her best friend more than she could ever imagine, and for longer than she wants to admit. Though once lovers, she's resigned herself to being no more than his best friend and roommate. On the eve of his return from deployment in Iraq, in order to keep her heart from breaking, she decides she's moving on—after one last sexy night.

Cade Nicholson has come to a decision. As he comes home damaged in both body and soul from his latest deployment, all he wants is to find comfort in Melanie's arms. Unsure and unsteady in expressing his love to the only woman to hold his heart, he has to find a way to convince her of his true feelings.

Can two best friends overcome their demons to prove their love for one another before past decisions come back to haunt them and it's too late?


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780857153418
Publisher: Totally Entwined Group
Publication date: 11/22/2010
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 91
File size: 1 MB
Age Range: 18 Years

About the Author

I always dreamed of writing the stories in my head. Tall, dark, and handsome heroes are my favourites, as long as he has an independent woman keeping him in line. I earned a BA in education at Kent State University and currently hold a Masters in Education with Nova Southeastern University. I love NASCAR, romance, books in general, Ohio farmland, dirt racing, and my menagerie of animals. You can also find me at my blog

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CHAPTER 1

"I'm still his housemate, not his personal chauffeur."

Melanie Roberts stood by the ticket counter at the Cincinnati/Northern Kentucky International Airport for her friends to arrive. Waiting by the gates ensured she'd see them faster than if she stayed on the lower level by the baggage claims. She mumbled to herself as she gazed at the empty gateway. "I don't know why I let him talk me into this." A woman turned, glaring at Melanie, who shrugged. "Who am I kidding? I can't wait for Cade to return."

The air in the terminal enveloped her in a personal sauna. What had happened to the high-dollar air-conditioning system mentioned in the local newspaper? She fanned herself, trying to remember whether she'd put on deodorant this morning. Beads of sweat trickled between her breasts and dampened her bra. She blew out a puff of air and tucked her humidity-frizzed hair back under her hat.

An announcer interrupted her private sweltering. "Flight two-two-three-three from Dulles is on a thirty-minute delay due to heavy thunderstorms. Repeat, flight two-two-three-three from Dulles is on a thirty-minute delay."

Melanie removed her ball cap. She ran a shaky hand through her hair. Her ruby ring caught on a few strands and she cursed under her breath. She replaced the tattered hat and tucked her hair under the frayed edges. Her heart thudded, making it hard to breathe. Her boys, Cade and Rhett, weren't on that particular flight. She checked the nearby screen. Flight one-five-two-seven from JFK International Airport — their flight — was already on the ground and in the process of debarking.

Any time now, guys ...

In the distance, someone's cell phone played an old country tune, He Loved Me, and took her back to a time when things had been much simpler and her heart hadn't been broken. She hummed a few bars and scanned the crowd once more.

The image of Cade and the words to the song stuck fast in her mind. If he hadn't cheated, he'd still be mine ... She fidgeted with the ruby ring and fought off the anxiousness that naturally came when she waited for him to return from a deployment. Nervous energy sizzled through her veins as she cracked her knuckles. She didn't know what else to do with her hands when she couldn't watch the world through the safety of her camera lens.

Where were they?

A barrage of laughter rang in Melanie's ears and a shimmer of excitement slipped through her. She knew that baritone — Staff Sergeant Rhett Ione.

"Give me sugar, Melanie!"

Opening her arms, she turned. "Rhett! How's my guy?"

Crushing her in his grasp, he whirled her around. "You make coming home a blast, little girl!"

When he plopped her back onto her feet, she continued to clutch his biceps. "I missed you, but where is Cade? I thought you got leave together?"

Rhett tucked a loose lock of hair behind her ear. "Leave, yes. The same flight, no. Cade flew out of Germany and I came straight from the Gulf."

Embarrassed by her lack of tact, she averted her gaze. Rhett tipped her chin. "Hey, I know you missed me, but you have a thing for him. But I'm still one of your best friends and only passing through. Chill. He's due to land"— he glanced at his all-weather watch — "in a moment or two."

Melanie sighed. She opened her mouth to speak, when a voice from behind interrupted her.

"Excuse me?"

Ginnifer Larkin stood a foot away and narrowed her green eyes. "Are you here to give them a ride?" She folded her arms and shifted her weight. The pale yellow sundress clung to her slender figure and accentuated her pert breasts. Her silky caramel-colored hair fell around her shoulders.

Why the hell did Cade's fuck-friend have to show up? Melanie forced a smile to her lips. "I'm taking them home, yes." Speaking under her breath so no one but Rhett would hear, she mumbled. "Just like an ex would ..."

Ginnifer chewed her ruby-red bottom lip. "We never broke up, you know." Her eyes lit up and a smile brightened her heart-shaped face. "You're home!"

When Melanie tried to turn, a pair of strong arms enfolded her and restricted her movement. Warm breath tickled her cheek and the scratch of day-old whiskers abraded her neck. While her legs turned to jelly, her heart raced. Desire pooled low in her belly.

"I missed you, Mel," Cade said.

Melanie shivered and let his bass voice rumble in her ears. Every nerve ending in her body stood at attention as his woodsy scent wrapped around her. She turned to stare into the most intense set of chocolate brown eyes. She'd wait an entire lifetime for this picture-perfect man. "Cade Nicholson," she whispered.

Someone taped Melanie on the shoulder. "Excuse me."

Melanie recognized the voice and ignored Ginnifer. She was too lost in Cade to care. He cupped her jaw, giving her his famous crooked grin that never failed to make her blood pressure surge and her nipples harden. "How's my girl?"

Shoving between Cade and Melanie, Ginnifer planted crimson lip prints all over his cheek. "I'm fine, Cade. I missed you, too. I'm so glad you're safe."

As he caught Ginnifer in a one-armed hug, Cade never took his eyes off Melanie. He clenched his jaw. "Hi, Ginn. You didn't need to drive all the way out here to see us, but I'm glad you did."

"Heather James said she heard you'd be coming home." Ginnifer giggled. Her voice came out in the high-pitched squeak of a child. "I wanted to see you. The newspapers said you were nearly killed. I couldn't let you come home to no one. I'm the welcoming committee. Your special welcoming committee."

Stepping back, Cade released Ginnifer. His brows wrinkled. He wiped his cheek with the heel of his hand. "But, Ginny, we split over a year ago. You told me you couldn't love a man in uniform. Did you change your mind?"

Tears moistened her cheeks. Ginnifer fluttered her hand in the air. "It just scares me when you go away. I'm afraid you'll be hurt or killed and I'll never see you again."

Melanie groaned. Ginn would have to show up expecting immediate attention. Damn the man's need for so many lovers.

Rhett sauntered up to Cade. "I heard you tell him those exact words, Ginn. I thought you two were over."

Ginnifer smoothed her hair away from her face as she pressed her lips together and stepped up to Cade. She shoved her breasts out, rubbing her turgid nipples on his chest. "Well, I didn't mean it. But why didn't you tell Melanie we're patching things up? I mean, she drove all the way out here for nothing."

Cade exchanged a confused glance with Rhett, who gripped Melanie in a tight hug. "I wasn't sure if we were getting back together. I'm sorry."

Rhett kissed Melanie's temple and whispered, "Ignore her."

How? Melanie clamped her mouth shut. If she said anything, it'd be something she'd regret. But ignoring Ginnifer-I'llscrew-anything-in- pants-Larkin wouldn't happen.

Inching toward her, Cade clasped Melanie's hand. "Ginny, how was I to know your feelings, unless you told me? I planned to spend time with Melanie and Rhett."

As she backed away, Ginnifer dropped her hands. "Well, when you're ready to come back to me, I might be there, but then again, I might not be. Who knows?" She flipped her highlighted tresses over her shoulder, spun on her heel and strode away.

Cade closed his eyes and scrubbed a hand over his face. "I'm sorry you witnessed that, Melanie. Although I'm not sure why she showed up. We had some good times, but nothing too thrilling."

Melanie wriggled from Rhett's grasp. She wrapped her arms around Cade's waist. "She keeps calling and looking for you. I sort of expected her to butt in."

Rhett folded his arms. "Ginnifer has shitty timing, Cade. What you saw in her, I'll never know."

Cade stroked Melanie's jaw with the pad of his thumb. "Look, I've had a long ride home. I'm whipped and don't feel like dealing with much of anything. Let's head home."

Melanie grasped his T-shirt. "You're right. We should get moving. I have a big surprise for you."

"So let's put the truck into drive." Rhett's muscle-corded arms curled around her, pressing her tightly into Cade's solid chest. "I haven't had a good threesome in years. You, me and Mel. What do you say?"

Without thinking, Melanie spoke "Since you asked, good idea."

Cade's lips hovered mere millimeters from hers and his breath feathered over her skin. "Good idea, indeed. But you never wanted to before. It's not a joke if you offer."

"Why don't we talk about something else?" Melanie shifted so she could switch her gaze between Cade and Rhett to cool her fevered thoughts. Now wasn't the time to discuss her true desires. Joke or not, she didn't really want to share her affections. "I missed you guys!"

"I got two weeks of R&R, Mel. I don't know about Cade, but by God, I'm ready to celebrate with a country girl before I head out to Kansas for my next assignment!" When Rhett kissed her temple, his permanent stubble chafed her skin, but she didn't mind.

Twisting from the collective embrace, she eyeballed each man. Rhett could stop traffic with his rugged boy-next-door good looks, well-placed tattoos and electric blue eyes. None of that mattered. Cade commanded her full attention. His six-foot frame towered over her, though she never felt threatened. From his spiky black hair to his toned legs, he was her hero. If he only knew how wet she was with nothing more than a hug and husky words grazing her ear.

Melanie stood on her tippy-toes. She slid her hands along Cade's body to cup the back of his head, partially to hug him, but more to make sure her Airman was real. Three months back, the national television news had reported brutal attacks, including the bombing which had taken their good friend Dell's life.

After seeing the frontline footage, Melanie had wondered how anyone made it through the incident without major injury. She thanked God each day no one came to her door to tell her Cade or Rhett were hurt. Although Cade had stopped writing over three months ago, Rhett's letters kept her up-to-date on the extent of Cade's injuries and the progress of his recovery from the second bombing. Still, seeing Cade in the flesh reassured her more than all Rhett's written words.

"It looks like you want a private moment, so I'll go get the bags. Meet you here in five?" Rhett waved his hand before Melanie's eyes. "Miss me when I'm gone?"

"Get moving, drama queen," Cade muttered as Rhett ambled away. "Where were we?"

Melanie cocked her head and considered Cade a moment. The jovial light that normally sparkled in his eyes seemed dim. Maybe he was just tired and needed a long rest.

His arms laced tightly around her body, sending another hot rush along her nerve endings. Tears pricked her eyes. She wasn't sure if she should smother him with kisses, belt him on the arm or a combination of both. Why not tell him how she felt? She licked her lips and swallowed hard to buy a moment to think. "Am I your girl? I doubt I'm enough to satisfy you."

Cade shifted. His expression was stark. She considered him for a moment. She couldn't quite pinpoint the problem, but something about Cade wasn't right. He seemed stiff and despondent as he stared at the ground. Had he seen something in Afghanistan he couldn't shake? Or someone? She shoved the thought aside. "Cade, am I your only girl for this furlough?"

Although a sly grin curled the corner of his mouth, his gaze slid to the bank of windows to the left. "I could be convinced."

Despite his odd behavior, her heart skipped a beat. Melanie forged ahead with a revised version of her plan and tugged Cade and Rhett through the airport foyer. "I have an excellent idea on what we can do to celebrate, but I want to tell you both in the parking lot."

He stopped moving and pulled her into an embrace. "So what's this great surprise?"

The tips of her ears burned. "Wait until we get to the truck."

"Did you want to go home and veg out like old times? Just me and you and one of your sappy black and white movies?" He smoothed his hands all over her back, sending shivers all over her skin. "I promise to stay awake through the whole thing and let you use my stomach for a pillow. I want to hear all about the pictures you're working on. Tomorrow, we can goof around in the dark room and you can show me one more time how to" — he wiggled his brows — "develop negatives."

Hugging him closer, Melanie rubbed her cheek on his chest and inhaled his spicy scent. He'd changed, but in many ways, he was still the same rugged man with a healthy sex drive. She leaned back in his embrace and traced the faded inch-long scar on his jaw with her index finger. "Black and white movies? Photograph developing? You always did know how to win my heart, Cade Nicholson." But you owned it to begin with ...

With the crook of his brow, a bit of the light returned to his eyes. "Well, then let's put it in gear and get home."

"You said it." Melanie nudged him toward the steps. She laced her fingers with Cade's and strolled out of the terminal. Although it felt like old times, he wasn't acting the same. "I know you're wiped out, but you can talk to me. Tell me what's on your mind. Is it Ginnifer? Or am I sweeping you off your feet with my beauty?"

Cade cleared his throat and nudged her forward. "We'll discuss things later. I have a better idea what I'd like to do tonight — you."

Her arms fell limp at her sides. "I see." So maybe he wasn't interested in taking the relationship further than the physical level. Although the thought crossed her mind to say the hell with it, she refused to back down.

As if to break the tension, Rhett strolled through the terminal doors. "What's going on?" He shoved a bag into Cade's arms and chuckled. "This is supposed to be a happy time, you two. I want to see smiles and I want to see them now!"

Melanie fiddled with the hoops in her earlobes. She'd love to know what went on in Cade's mind, if he'd only let her in. She shrugged. "We're fine. No worries, no cares."

Rhett narrowed his eyes, clearly not buying her statement. "Right ... Did you bring his truck?"

Whirling around, she clasped both hands over her mouth. Ah, leave it to Rhett to change the mood. She feigned shock. "I was supposed to drive here? Oh ... well, we might have a problem."

"You aren't forgetful," Rhett chided.

Lacing her fingers in front of her lips, Melanie tried hard to bite back the announcement teetering on the tip of her tongue. Her heart soared within her chest. "Then I suppose I have one hell of a surprise for the both of you."

CHAPTER 2

When he stepped out of the building, Cade took a deep breath of the crisp air. The tangy scents of jet fuel, perspiration, and something else floated on the breeze. What? He directed his gaze to Melanie. Her vanilla scent rolled over him and wrapped around him like a blanket. When she peeked over her shoulder, he bit back the grin curling his lips. With little effort, she exuded sensuality and innocence. He couldn't look away if he tried. To add to his troubles, for a fleeting moment, the sweet taste of her kiss lingered on his tongue.

"So you have a surprise. Where's the truck, Mel?" He fumbled in his duffle bag for his sunglasses and held back a few steps so she wouldn't see him limp.

"There in spot four-oh-three." She fisted her hands on her hips and nodded to a black extended cab Chevy about twenty parking spots ahead.

Rhett dropped his bag and let out a high whistle. "You bought the truck Cade drooled over at Hyndman's and dolled it up with a lift kit and racing stripes! Awesome!"

As Cade saw the truck in question, he bit back a growl. He'd intended to purchase the exact vehicle when he came home. Not now. It appeared the plans he'd made for his return were about to fall into the garbage heap. She'd even remembered the lift kit!

When Melanie stepped up to the fender and patted it, he paused. She looked damn sexy next to his — well, her truck. She always did like rusty trucks over girly cars.

Damn Sexy. Like a model in those muscle car magazines.

The mental image of her lying naked on the hood, waiting for him sent a jolt to his cock. His muscles twitched to throw her on the hood and pump into her until they both screamed. God, he needed to get his brain out of sex mode.

Melanie held up the keys. "Either of you want to drive my baby? I put her through her paces the other day out on Biddle Road on Hanson's makeshift dirt track. The four-wheel drive is a blast in mud."

Rhett jumped forward, ripping the keys from her fingers. "Cade's test driven this thing so many times, he should own it, but since he dicked around, I can't give him the satisfaction."

The slight breeze made Melanie's skirt flutter around her thighs, giving Cade tantalizing glimpses of her smooth, tanned flesh.

Like he'd won the ultimate prize, Rhett pumped his fist and sprinted to the driver's side door. Melanie slipped her hand into Cade's, making his heart surge.

"Cade, I know there's stuff on your mind and this isn't the place to discuss it, but I'm here for you." Her low voice weakened his thick defenses.

Gaining strength from her touch, he squeezed her hand. "Like I said, we'll talk — later."

(Continues…)


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