I only know that it was after I had already fallen in love with J. And I’m sure I’ll spend the rest of my life wondering what might have happened if the order of things had been reversed. My car broke down late on that Friday for what turned out to be the very last time. The little Citröen that I...
The delicious guilt I felt at that was as refreshing as the ten hours of sleep had been. Just as exciting was the wetness I felt there, but I told myself that twice the previous night was enough for now. I wasn’t ready to go crazy with self-gratification just yet. I drew a bath instead, standing ...