Then why is it my heart was lost along the way? I was standing in a foreign city. People were screaming in a language I couldn’t understand. Everyone was running around, with no real direction, rushing to find a safe place. I could f...
The wind howls around the house and it makes it feel so big and empty. Maybe I was just too freaked out those first two weeks to take in anything, but now I’m starting to see, I’m starting to hear and I’m starting to feel way too much. I’m too alive for all the pain inside...
But I won’t burden Aiden. I will be strong. If the Lord wanted me to fly, he would’ve given me wings. I firmly believe this. All the flying is bloody awful. I console myself with the thought that Aiden is next to me, and it will be the last time. A few minutes after take-o...
I’m starting to feel much better. Miss Ella feeds me a lot and she lets me sleep by her. She makes me feel safe, especially when she caresses my hair. I love the way she smells. She smells like flowers. I finish with my shower and put on a yellow dr...