The gleam in my eye is gone My life, I am about to steal. My emotions, a constant battle. My mind, a broken mirror. My heart, a desolate landscape, I’ve always been just waiting as the end in sight gets nearer. This is something I could never tell you as I know you would try to help me. To save me from myself, to comfort and try to persuade me, not to do what I feel is necessary. To the ones I hold so close to my heart, I’m so sorry for every wrong that I’ve done. I’m sorry if I ever hurt you. I’m so sorry that I have to do it again, leave and forever burden you. Please think of all the good times we had and all the laughs we’ve shared. These are the moments I will be thinking of. Lord knows that I’m so scared!