I honestly would rather live in the here and now, tackling daily tasks rather than worrying about things that may never come to fruition. I have my retirement plan and a few investments set up only due to the harassment of my father. If you asked me to make plans for something a few months in advance I would do it, but then it would be gone from my mind. The excitement would only come once the time was upon me. Eric was interested in seeing the cards some Friday afternoon. There wasn’t a definitive date or time, no commitment to getting together to review them. No reason for me to get excited. Never mind the fact that I was absolutely not going to bring them in for him. No way. I didn’t know him, not really, and he didn’t know me. Despite having a major lust-crush on him, I couldn’t be reckless enough to do something like that. It was stupid. Totally idiotic. I purposely ignored the cards Friday night, not certain that I’d be able to make it through the night if I’d looked at them.
