“ You’re the One” By Rev Theory You’re the one You are the hurt inside of me And you are the one that makes me weak Shadows that crawl all over me Swallow the light that lets me see Have I fallen too far away, away (I keep running away, I keep running away, I keep pushing away) Now that it’s over It’s hard to stay sober again You’re the one 4 marata eros contents Prologue Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21 Chapter 22 Chapter 23 Chapter 24 Chapter 25 A Love Letter to My Readers Acknowledgments prologue I watch from a distance as the umbrellas become a tangled wen of black, linked together by mourning. Theirs. Mine. My hands grip my long-range binoculars, special issue. With a flick of my wrist, I snap them open and feel rage, impotent rage. Faith, who was like a sister to me, is being lowered into the ground, and that merciless fuck walks free—a pretender among those of us who grieve, those of us who will never be the same again without her.