Anxiety tore through me as I wondered if I would see him again. Reborn for only twelve hours, and already he was gone. Hours had passed, and I tried occupying my time by playing with Antonio, but by the time night came around, I told myself he wasn’t coming back.Late into the evening, still no Sebastian. I scrubbed myself clean, trying to wash away the memories of him touching me. Not that I wanted to forget, but because I was so frustrated, it was like I was now permanently turned on.The way he handled me after all this time proved that he still knew what I liked, what I desired from him. The way he controlled my wants and needs, it was like my body was waiting for him. Just one kiss and I was done, panting at his feet to make him take me. The passion that had started our relationship, which in turn bloomed into love, was now more intense.Oh God, we almost had sex a few feet away from our son. I shook my head, uneasiness settling in my belly. I was not a horrible mother. It was a mistake.
