I called Eddie and had him find me a place in town to rent under his name so I could have some time to myself. I loved Molly so much it hurt. I missed her so much I couldn’t move without my body aching, begging me to go back to her. I needed time, though. I went from not thinking I would ever want to love anyone, no kids, nothing. I didn’t think I wanted any of it…then this red headed, green eyed vixen waltzed into my life and everything imploded. My heart started beating again, my brain started functioning properly again, and I learned how to smile again. The news she broke the other day made me feel like I could float I was so happy. I know walking away from her was probably not the right choice, but there was so much more going on in my head at the time. I know myself, and when I get mad I do stupid things. Stupid things like walk away from the woman you love because you think she’d be happier without you. That was really it, too. Had I not been there, her life wouldn’t be falling down around her right now.
