Trying to sort through my thoughts, I watch the clock ‘til it’s time to leave for my scheduled appointment. Getting in my car, I start down the highway with a torn soul, tattered heart, and mind filled with confusion. To think that this was one of the last places I’d ever want to go, I know now that it’s necessary to help me heal.As much as I hate to think through my emotions, I spent most of the night writing in my journal. By the time I was on the last page, I found myself filled with a sense of loss and sadness as the tears fell from my face. She is everything I’ve ever wanted, and I would’ve done anything to make her happy. After I left her last night, my emotions were a scattered mess. I felt as if her goodbye was real, like it was final in some weird way. Pulling into the parking lot of the tall, brick building, I find a parking spot and get out of my car. Every other time I’ve been here, my anxiety was through the roof, but today, I feel like I could conquer the world.
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