I take my acoustic guitar and run into Alec’s room. He’s still asleep, but I poke his face until he wakes up. “ALEC! I WROTE A SONG! WAKE UP SO I CAN SING IT TO YOU!” I yell at him. Payback is a bitch, unless you’re the one dishing it out. He rolls over and attempts to sit up. “I’m up. Stop shouting.” “I wrote a song. And I want your opinion,” I say. “I think it could be the song.” He now looks awake and excited. “Let me go grab Bridgett! You can play it for us both.” Five minutes later, we are all three sitting on Alec’s bed, and they watch me as I play the song. The song I wrote for Stephan. The song I wrote for me. I poured my heart and soul into the lyrics. They’re so personal, and I’m honestly scared to play it for them. My heart is literally breaking as I sing the song. I thought writing it would make me feel better, but if anything, it makes me feel worse.
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