I didn't want to talk. He would be the first person I've had sex with since...I was raped. I needed to do this to prove that Alex no longer held power over me. I can be myself once again. I had a hard time catching my breath, and I could tell that so did Braxton. I kept my eyes closed and I pulled the blanket up to me, then sat up. If I was confused before about my feelings for him, I was completely lost now. “What does this mean?” I whisper. I looked on the floor for shorts and a t-shirt. I didn't see my bra or panties. It was laundry day, I had been washing and drying when Braxton came. That was the reason as to why I looked to be dressed for warmer weather, that was all I had. But it's not like I was going anywhere, I was just looking through my grandmothers documents. “I don't know.”
