It was already enough that she was willing to hop into a stranger’s bed so quickly. She never knew that she had it in her. Part of her wanted to pull back and the other part of her wanted to dive in head first and through caution to the wind. For once, she wanted to completely break the rules and discover the happiness and euphoria that she’d been longing for. She resolved to let Johnathan lead. “I’ve never made love to anyone before.” Lillian wasn’t sure if she should have confessed that to him in the heat of passion. “It’s okay. I can teach you if you let me.” Lillian wanted that more than anything. Johnathan kissed her neck and trailed kisses up to her earlobe as he expertly unbuttoned her dress. Lillian had never been ashamed of her body before, but suddenly she felt a bit self-conscious. As if Johnathan could read her mind, he commented, “You are beautiful.
