Mr. Awesome is already online, which makes me all giddy for some reason. I know what’s coming now, I just don’t know how yet. We talk, I blush on camera, he gives me sexual assignments to please him, I get off, he gets off. Conversation done. Rinse and repeat. We’ve been doing this for some time now, and I have to say it really helps to deal with all this craziness at work. I like this dynamic – two people who don’t know anything about each other getting each other off online – a perfect way to destress. Plus, I love to be dominated by him. It’s just the way he does it that gets me so aroused; I swear, I haven’t come this hard since I’ve known the dude. And I’m only fucking myself now, so god only knows how good it’d be to actually have sex with this mystery man. But what the hell am I thinking? It’s not like we’ll actually meet. He’s told me from the beginning that it’ll never happen and that I shouldn’t count on it.
