. . And here is Judy, Chapman’s first love, who had the same name as Garland . . . Vince Smith, the director of the YMCA camp where Chapman worked for seven years: “He was particularly good with children, like a pied piper. I didn’t see a fault in Mark. His camp name was Nemo.” He gave that name up when someone told him it meant Nothing. And Cindy, who was a sobbing child in pigtails when Chapman comforted her in his camp: “He truly cared for me and that is very odd for an adult.” The last time she saw him she backed off. “His face looked different. He had shark eyes and no feeling in his face.” In Hawaii he tried to kill himself . . . “You could always read Mark’s mind like a book,” said a fellow worker. We know the book. Holden Caulfield found adults phoney and Chapman fixed on Lennon, now living as a rich recluse, as the ultimate phoney . . . Nemo does not, of course, mean Nothing.
