I was observing everything that was happening to me. I knew when they put all those tubes in me and what bothered me more in that room was the beep, beep, beep; the noise which the devices that kept me alive were making. Something was factual; for the first time in my life I was breathing from the support of devices and machines. For me it was very strange. I heard people who were in the ICU say that I was unconscious. “No. She is in a coma, but she can hear you.” replied Luiza, a friendly nurse who was part of the team. “Will she survive?” Mara asked, a negative nurse, who unfortunately was also part of the team that was looking after me. “Of course, I already told you.” Luiza said, looking in my direction. I was with my eyes closed, breathing through devices. My whole body motionless, but I could not only hear, but also see everything that was going on in that hospital room. The strangest thing was that in addition to seeing all those who were there, I could also clearly see myself in that bed, with all those tubes and the respirator placed on me.
