Melody and I have been spending each available second we have with each other. I’m falling for her hard. We haven’t officially labeled ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend, but I don’t think the title is needed. Since Mel has been in my life I haven’t wanted anyone else, even before I met her there was no one who I wanted a future with. With Mel, I do. Things have gotten hot and heavy between us a few times, but we always stop. We’re taking things slowly, but I’m not sure how much longer we can keep it up. It’s a miracle in itself that we’re able to pull away from each other—one of these days we’re not going to. I can’t wait. I’d never push Mel to do anything that she didn’t want to do, but I can’t deny how much I want her. I am a guy after all. Every touch from her, no matter how small, sends jolts to every part of my body. Every kiss, no matter the depth, drives me fucking crazy.