I crack open my eyes and glance around the room. Finn’s room. I smile inwardly and snuggle back in to Finn’s shoulder as his arms wrap tighter around me. I don’t remember drifting off to sleep but I definitely remember what came before it. Out of this world, mind blowing, life changing sex. Or was it more than that? It felt like more. It felt like we made love, like we were starting our journey to being in love, even though we’re not quite there yet. But we also have a baby, a little peanut as Finn calls it, a part of both of us which deepens our connection and makes that feeling of togetherness so much more intense. In two short months so much has changed. It’s hard to believe that when I locked eyes with Finn that night in the club for the very first time, that we would be here, like this. “What time is it?” he groans, his voice husky with sleep. “I don’t know. I don’t have my phone.” I prop myself up on my elbow and trace circles on his chest with my index finger.