We go out for our usual date on Friday and have a pretty good time, but I feel off balance and confused. I’m just not too sure about our relationship anymore. I know it’s because I had assumed things were going to change between us, in a good way, and then they didn’t. Also there’s that whole blind date thing … and Grace, who, to my surprise, has become a regular part of the dating cast. I can tell that Blake still thinks she’s pretty cool. Is there more to it than that? I don’t know. I feel worried. And Blake is so caught up in the TV show that he seems oblivious. As a result, I’m very glad to go back to work on our show, and planning for the Milan trip is a good distraction. This time I decide to follow Paige’s example and do my research. Mollie becomes my study buddy, a plan that has a twofold reasoning on my part. Obviously, I really need someone to help me brush up on Italian fashion so I can hold my own against Paige. But the larger reason is I know Mollie’s a little bummed that she’s not back in school yet.
