I went and sat outside until she came out for a break. She saw me and came over to sit on the bench, obviously surprised by my presence. "What are you doing here?" "Hoping to see you." I said looking at the ground and not making eye contact. "What's wrong?" She asked concerned, "You're feeling okay aren't you?" "I talked to Raff today," I began. "Oh?" "And he told me about my talking. And what you heard." She shuddered, "I heard a lot more than him. Especially that last week. I thought you guys had mental blocks on that stuff." "Me too. Anyway if you want me to go, I'll go." "No Jo, you don't have to leave its okay." "Then spend the night with me," and I looked up into her eyes. "Ummm," she hesitated ears twitching. "I need you Sil, I really do. Sorry," I looked back down at the grass. "But if you find me revolting now, hey I'll understand. But you knew what I did before, it didn't seem to bother you then." "But I hadn't heard it in detail, and so many cases! Jotun, I counted over fifty!" "It's more like three hundred and fifty," I admitted and heard her gasp.
