I always slacked in getting to work on time on Fridays. I was going to be late and I didn’t care. This Friday morning I was lucky I was able to get out of bed. My heart was heavy. David really did mean that he was through with me. I tried calling him thinking that he was just pissed and needed time to cool off. I was wrong. I called and left messages hoping he would answer or call me back. The best I got was a text message that said for me to leave him alone. I don’t blame him. I knew anything good in my life would not last very long. It’s just depressing how we ended things. Ten years just washed down the drain. It made me hate myself, not that I liked myself very much anyway. With all these emotions running through my head, no wonder I had been so depressed lately. Maybe I’ll just stay home today and wallow in my self-pity and abandonment. I still needed a good cup of coffee however, so I got the coffee maker going and slid around the kitchen in my slippers waiting for it to finish.