Hurt her like she did me. Beth’s sound asleep, all curled up in a ball on the floor next to my bed. I stand over her, watching her breathe. Amelia’s been so bothered by what happened at the party, she’s putting me through hell, keeping me up all night. I can’t sleep. I can’t think. And I myself seem to not be able to get over that Beth slept with Matt. It’s not because Amelia liked him. But Beth thought I did, and she slept with him anyway. How could I trust her after that? Just do it, Milly! I know you want to, Amelia keeps egging on. I told you she was no friend of ours. She’s just a skank whore like all the rest of those losers in school. Get rid of her, Milly. Do it now! I can’t take this torture so I leave the room completely and try to find somewhere else to sleep. I tiptoe downstairs so as not to disturb anyone else. Though it seems someone is up because the library door is open and there’s a light on inside.
