We saw no one, and only a few old signs of people. Things are not looking up. I think Dad is ready to give up. Dan says if we hadn't found Wayne by now, the chances are that we never will. I don't agree. I delved deep into The Knowing and I know he is still alive. Yeti went to Mountainair with Dan. I am frustrated. All I want is to be looking for Wayne. "Dad, will you go with me to look for Wayne today?" Dad put his arm around my shoulders and said, "Julie, you have to let this go and get on with your life." "No Dad, I know he is alive." "Like your mother 'knew' things?" "Yes." "You know I never really believed she could do that." "She could Dad, she could." "No, I won't go with you Julie. Stay at the ranch and mourn if you have to. I liked Wayne. I liked him very much, more than I think you know. I think he would have been an excellent son-in-law, but he is gone now, and I miss him too. You are not going to search for him any more, I forbid it." I walked away mad.
