“Hello friend,” I say regaining composure. “Hi. Come on in.” She says smiling sweetly. Ooh I’d like to baby and not just the apartment. I recognise her perfume from the other night as soon as I walk in; her whole place is scented with it and it makes my mouth water. I pass her, walking through the wide entrance way into an open space that houses the kitchens and lounge room. I turn back to Em who is still standing at the front door. Was she just checking me out? The whole “deer in the head lights look” is on her face again, yes I caught her in the act. That thought makes me smile. I walk over to the first door I see. That must be Em’s room. My pants twitch a little when I look at her unmade bed, thinking of the sight of her and what I would like to do to her on that bed. I take a deep breath and walk back towards the kitchen. I remind myself that this girl is not like the girls I typically date and definitely not like the ones I screw for fun. I need to calm myself down. I hope she doesn’t notice my slight erection; I don’t want to scare her off. At the same time a secret part of me hopes that she does, because I want her to know my intentions. I have never felt so conflicted before. What the fuck is wrong with me?
