Forgive Me Father For I Have Loved - Plot & Excerpts
Yes, I’m on my knees again, God. This time, praying not for you to forgive me, but to release me from the demons that make me second guess myself. I have a feeling I should be praying for something else, but of exactly what that should be, I’m not sure. All I can do is think about her. She now interrupts my dreams. One dream in particular stands out the most... I knelt before her, at the altar of her lap while Amel Larrieux sang, ‘For Real’. She was singing that song one day in the park, and it became the soundtrack for this odd fantasy. Running her soft, brown fingers through my hair, real slow, she laughed...you know the laugh, the one that is light and airy, like she doesn’t have a care in the world. A laugh that is loose and free, like invisible birds flying off into the sunset. I looked up at her, God, and I saw her smiling down at me, like she’d found some lost money and couldn’t wait to spend it. I’ve never felt as weak as the moment I looked into her dark eyes, and realized, she had me.
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