This one is spacious, and there are a lot of staff moving throughout, setting up equipment. Two rolling incubators set off to the side, and I am not mentally prepared for what lies ahead.A nurse takes us to Kenzie’s room. This one is spacious, and there are a lot of staff moving throughout, setting up equipment. Two rolling incubators set off to the side, and I am not mentally prepared for what lies ahead. Chapter Nineteen McKenzie I squeeze Luke’s hand as another contraction comes. They’re only a few minutes apart. “I need to use the bathroom.” “McKenzie, that’s the sensation that you need to push. I have a feeling you’re ready, so let’s take a look,” Dr. Newton says after a nurse helps her put on protective covering and gloves. “She’s fully dilated. McKenzie, I want you to push for me. It’s going to hurt since we couldn’t give you an epidural, but you can do this.” I tighten the hold on my mom and Luke’s hand.