I was going in and out of depression telling the truth mostly in. I loved Joaquin but obviously he just wanted to have his cake and eat it too. Everything I did for that man, or any man that I was involved with, I did with two hundred percent of my soul. None of them ever showed any loyalty or appreciation for it though. So why should I expect things with Joaquin be any different? I sacrificed for him constantly. I sat at home alone while he was on business and family trips. I sat at home alone on my birthday, his wife’s birthday, and his birthday. I sat at home alone on his anniversary with his wife and looked at the pictures of their perfect evening as they popped up on my time line. I sat at home alone on holidays with the hope I would see him or hear from him the day after, the Official Side Chick Holiday, but not anymore. I was not going to play the fool any longer. I had never doubted anything that he had told me. I never even complained because I wanted to make sure I made it easy for him, but now I am going to make sure I make it easy for me.
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