Ever since what I’ve been referring to as my ‘jealous psycho bitch moment’, things have been… different between Jared and me. It’s nothing he’s done. He’s been nothing but his usual attentive, funny and goofy self. It’s me. It’s all me. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me! He tells me he loves me every single day and has even started having it printed on the little cards that accompany the rose petals. So why can’t I say it back? I’m sure I feel it too. But in the same breath I can’t help wondering if loving someone should be this complicated… this terrifying. I’ve sailed through my life in my own little bubble – playing by my rules. I’ve always been happy being the loud, over-opinionated, looks no further than tomorrow friend who gets to kick people out before the door is sealed. I’ve never wanted, or even weirder…needed to feel ‘accepted’ before. But Jared has opened something within me that I just can’t seem to close.
What do You think about Lean On Me (Take My Hand)?
