Not Looking For Love: Episode 7 (A New Adult Contemporary Romance Novel) - Plot & Excerpts
For the first two hours, I also didn't dare move, because she's fucking right, we should be making the most out of this, here and now. Every fucking minute of it. So why can't I? So I spent the rest of the night pacing the dark apartment, staring out the windows. I don't deserve for Gail to love me and want to be with me despite all the bad things I've done. Like turning away when I saw a man tortured, destroying evidence, stealing cars, having a brother who wants to hurt her, repeatedly leaving her with almost no explanation, lying to her. I don't deserve it, but I do want her love. No, I need it. And I can make it all up to her. Or, at least, I will spend the rest of my life trying. Somehow, after I figure that out, make that promise, sleep comes easier. And it'd be a whole lot better, if Greg's call didn't wake me at 9 AM. "Gotta go," he says. "Where?" I mutter, barely above a whisper. I'd only slept for like two hours. There's no way I can function properly on that little. "Meet me downstairs in twenty," he says and hangs up.
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