But deep down it's what I always wanted. I'd been kissed many times before but not like this. This was different. This kiss was what I'd always seen happen in the movies. Was this what my life had become—a movie? Drug addict saved by a bad guy and falls for him. Sounded like the cheesiest movie ever. But it was my movie. When Brody asked me to go the bedroom, I knew it was finally time. Time to become a real woman. There was no turning back now, Erica. I couldn't believe it was going to happen. Brody carried me through the halls and I could feel his rippling muscles enveloped around me. He gently placed me on the bed and kissed me again. His blue eyes drilled into mine. I never wanted him to stop. His lips needed to be stitched to mine. I tugged at his jeans, pulling him close to the edge of the bed. I bit down on my bottom lip and proceeded to unbuckle his belt. I had done this many times before, but not like this.