That night we rented a movie and ordered takeout from a Chinese restaurant that we decided was our favorite in New York City. I spent Monday riding my bike through Central Park and curling up on the couch with a good book. There were moments where I thought of Brandon, but I fought the urges. Despite a reasonably pleasant end to the weekend, I woke drained on Tuesday morning. The intensity of all that happened had caught up with me. Friday night seemed distant and present at the same time. Sex with Jeremy was taken over by my fantasy about Brandon. Then there was the matter of my erotic fantasy about Brandon in my shower. I was conflicted about my morning meeting with Brandon. The sting of his cheating and our break-up still pained me. At the same time, I couldn't deny that my attraction to him hadn't waned. I sensed that he had a control over me, one that I allowed him to have, and I didn't like it. But it was, nevertheless, real. “Gotta run, I have an eight o'clock class,”
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