It was small private ceremony. Matt's ashes will be spread at their family's cabin in Colorado. He spent every summer there when he was little. For the past couple of years, he would go there with his dad and brother on a fishing trip. Matt loved it there and I'm sure he will be happy with it as his final resting place. I haven't been back to the apartment. I don’t want to go. My mom thinks I should go say my goodbyes to it, but I already have. I did that on Saturday. Robert and my dad are headed over to pack my belongings today. They are taking everything to my parent's house. My dad said I can store what I don't need in his garage. I'm lying in Theron's bed with the blankets over my face. I can hear my phone vibrating on the nightstand. Not having the urge to talk to anyone, I ignore it. Theron has been amazing. He has been taking care of me through this entire mess. He even texted Robert and my dad to set up times to have my stuff packed and moved. My appetite is finally picking up, but my only forms of sustenance are coffee and ice cream.
