Her urgency to talk was to tell me she was pregnant and didn’t know what to do. She said the baby was, without a doubt, Jonathan’s, and said she was positive of that because she and Lewis always used a condom. I was devastated. Knowing how much Jonathan wanted a child with her, I found myself trying to convince her that the baby could be Lewis’s. She assured me it wasn’t and told me she intended to break the news to Jonathan this week, before he made his decision. After we hung up, I was sick to my stomach and threw up all over the place. As we talked, I couldn’t help myself from thinking about Jonathan fucking me. I couldn’t stop thinking about how much love I had for him, and how much I knew he was also feeling something for me. And now a baby? There was no way in hell he would leave her if he knew she was pregnant with his child. Surprisingly, though, Dana was one hurt sista. During our conversation, she cried and told me how much she regretted her relationship with Lewis.
