A white light cuts through the darkness and enrobes me. My heart tells me that the melody that plays is the song of angels. Am I dead? If I no longer have a body, how do I feel the physical comfort of lying in a tub of warm water with whirlpool jets massaging my muscles into bliss? No! I can’t get comfortable! I’m not ready to leave Earth. Jensen and I are getting married! The light pulls me upward. Questions spiral in my brain. Will I go to heaven? Are the pearly gates actually made out of pearl? Will I wait in a line to spin a giant wheel that decides my fate? Maybe there's a test. If there is a test, I am so hosed! I thought you either went up or down. I’m being pulled up and back. Going up is good, but going back? God, please help! Is it dumb to ask for help if you are already dead? The force grows stronger until it spins me around and plops me back into darkness. Silver light slips in, bringing life to a world of fluffy clouds. My feet stand on a flat surface, and there are walls.
