The crystal keeps me from changing, and the glass locket serves as the only connection I have to a life with Edgar, which now seems light years away, not mere weeks. None of this should’ve happened. They keep telling me to go on and live through tomorrow, to fight for my life, but I just want to lie here and mourn. No, what I want is to feel is Maverick’s strong arms wrapped around me, making me feel secure, as we sleep together. What will happen to me tomorrow? Edgar always talked about Utopia, where the Sun god shines. I don’t know if I believe in that. I say Dear Sun god, but it has just become another phrase, like oh my gosh. I mean, it could be real. There are supernatural creatures walking the Earth after all. I honestly don’t know what I believe anymore. I still need to tell Bullock about the chip Maverick essentially died for. It could have information on it that could help with the coming war, and who knows what else.
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