By Jaimie Roberts. Chapter 1 She’s staring at him again. Why does she keep looking at him like that, I can’t stand it? I look away horrified at my thoughts. I wish they would all just go away. I crave this man, this man who has been the only man I have yearned for, that I have adored from the very first day I met him, who tries hard to avoid me at times. He has been the centre of my world for far too long and I can’t shake him no matter how hard I try, and it tears me apart at times. I know I can’t have him and I wish I could give up this obsession as there is this one problem, well one major problem. He’s getting married to my mother. The sick part about it is that she doesn’t deserve him at all. She uses people. She meets men, gets them to fall in love with her, she gets what she’s wants from them and then leaves. It is always the same pattern and has been this way since as long as I can remember. From a child I have been pushed and pulled around to different areas, different schools and never settled down anywhere. I was ‘The accident,’ and I think my mum has been making me pay for it ever since. I hope she settles down this time, although it kills me to think that way, but I want him to be happy, even if it is with my own mother.
