When he arrived, I could tell from his face that he was worried and expecting bad news. “Hiya Lauren,” he said with a sad smile and hovered uncertainly in the hallway. “You ok? Although that is probably a silly question as you obviously aren’t. Is it the dreams again? Has something happened? Bloody hell I’m just blabbering. Look what’s going on?” He finished with an exasperated sigh, reached forward, and held my hand. “Why don’t we go and sit down for a minute.” I said loosening my hand and walking towards the sofa. “Would you like a drink or anything?” I said feeling uncomfortable. “No thanks. Lauren just tell me what’s going on?” Gavin replied as he sat on the edge of the sofa and again reached for my hand. I felt a jolt of electricity rush up my arm and my heart began to beat faster as I wondered if I could really live without him. I looked at my hand our fingers intertwined and felt awful but I knew I needed a bit of space and it was unfair to Gavin for our relationship to continue whilst I had doubts.
