All the resentment in me wanted to spill out and strangle them. What made him think she was the one? I sabotaged the blog with a bunch of negative comments about her. I logged in with different names to comment on my comments.
I wanted everyone to know that he was still married when they’d started seeing each other. I made false accusations about his being on the verge of bankruptcy and marrying her for the money.
It fueled my frenzy when other people began to comment and give their opinions about the short courtship. Women hate women who steal husbands and I wanted to destroy her. I wanted to destroy them. They were treating me like a null factor. I continued to make more shit up. Real love doesn’t just happen overnight. He should have been worried about his son’s whereabouts. Instead he was marrying someone else. I didn’t know who they thought they were.
Moving to North Carolina had been a bad idea, but my purpose had been to have Cam run after me.
