Tarik said. “But Layla and I will go with you, and if we think the grail is in danger, don’t expect us to let you keep it.” Kadar nodded. “This is Tarik’s decision. I hope you’re satisfied. You played on his guilty feelings very well,” Layla said. “It’s not my will. I think it complete madness. I’ll be watching you closely.” “I’m sure you will,” Kadar said. “I’ll be watching you too.” She looked at him inquiringly. “I’d judge you to be a dangerous woman if thwarted.” She met his gaze. “More than you dream.” “And that in the past you probably played on Tarik’s feelings yourself.” “Yes, I did. I’d have used anyone to break free of the priests and that house I hated,” she admitted calmly. “But that was long ago.” “How long?” She glanced at Tarik. “Ah, questions. He’s been thinking as you bid him.” “I keep my promises,” Kadar said. “You wanted me to ask questions. I’m asking them.” He turned to Tarik. “You said that at first you didn’t believe in Eshe.