I didn't know where to go or what to think, but as long as one foot was in front of the other, everything else was a complete blur. My heart ached and the tears wouldn’t stop streaming down my face. How had I been so stupid? My own insecurities had me acting like a child, and it was my own doing that led him straight back to her arms. That realization only made me sob harder. His words ran over and over in my head. I didn't know what to feel. Could I be mad at him for being with Delaney? Yes. No. Who the fuck knew? I had given him the knife to stab my own heart. That I knew. My feet throbbed as I lapped the campus for the fourth time. Needing to escape the hell I was in, I got in the car and slammed my hands on the steering wheel. “Damn you!” I hated that I had fallen so deeply for him.