I didn’t know if what I was saying meant exactly what I said or I was trying to tell him something else. “Ok, then,” He nodded “let’s say this binder is just to keep record of things,” he really looked scared. I nodded again. “Ok,” he said again and clap his hands “my turn,” he said and I smiled. “Here Merry Christmas, Lucinda,” he gave me a big box that was wrapped in black and white striped paper. I couldn’t help but smile. “It matches the decorations,” I said. “It’s Christmas. It had to be perfect,” he said as we both sat on our heels and I opened the box. “I know you like them,” he said as I contemplated two perfect pairs of shoes. I wanted to cry. They were beautiful. First I took the pair of Christian Louboutin black, high heeled boots and I swear I sniffed them. I thought I was about to die. I tried them on and they fit perfectly.
