He found god?' Sean felt more than a little perplexed, his pen frozen mid-word on the pad. 'So he says,' Lev said. 'What exactly did he see?' Lev pulled a face, dismissing himself of the question. 'No one knows but him. I don't think it was necessarily what he saw that made him do what he did, but what he felt. A presence, if you like.' 'Is this the same as the philosophical crap astronauts seem to go through when they see Earth for the first time?' 'I suppose so, yes. I've been led to believe that seeing Earth in that manner is a very profound and humbling experience.' 'But Gardner had already been up once before.' 'He had.' 'So if he was fine the first time, what happened to him the second time?' Lev shrugged. Sean could see from a mile off that this was a dead end — at least for now. Time to change the subject. 'Let's talk about Sally Fisher,' he said. 'I don't know anything about Sally Fisher.
