for the reality show, and she’s finally gotten the call letting her know that she’s no longer being considered. Oh, I didn’t want it that much anyway, she reports back to Priscilla. I just got caught up in the moment. Priscilla kind of wants to reach through the phone and punch Taylor in the face right now; if she didn’t really want it, couldn’t she just have dropped out and maybe left room for someone who really did? Priscilla makes up little stories like these that have no basis in how it actually works, the fact being, of course, that if they’d really been interested in Priscilla, Taylor’s presence or absence wouldn’t factor in. But fuck it, it’s over now. Ever since Priscilla didn’t get picked, she has been unable to get that last question out of her head: What is the accomplishment you are most proud of? Priscilla is more or less aware that she hasn’t accomplished anything to speak of. She’s got fifteen credits at community college. Is she proud of that? She thinks she’s supposed to feel proud of it, but what she feels is more along the lines of hollow.
