Hell, I wouldn’t forgive myself either. “Let me talk to the nurse first, okay?” I walk over and speak to the on-duty nurse about the policy on staying the night. I also ask about showers and sleeping arrangements. When I have the information I need, I join Leah. “She said one parent can stay and that they have showers for you to use whenever you want." “Perfect,” she says, smiling. “Are you sure you want to do this?” “I am. She’s gaining weight and hopefully it’ll only be for another week or two.” “How about we take turn staying? I’ll go home tonight and bring you a bag of clothes and hygiene items in the morning and I’ll stay tomorrow night?” “Are you afraid I’ll brainwash her before you can?” Leah teases. “That is exactly my fear,” I smile. She is referring to me referring to Jamie as Daddy’s girl. “Thank you. You know I love you, don’t you?” “I never doubt it,” I say my goodbyes to Leah and to Gracie before going home.
