If they said I would be the one holding the cards of our speaking terms, I would have told them they were crazy. But that’s exactly what’s happening. I haven’t spoken to Addy in a week. I’d like to, but I can’t bring myself to do it. She has yet to even make an attempt at making things right between us. She’s approached me like nothing has happened and even once had the audacity to try and talk to me again about how I needed to stay away from Miller. She is utterly clueless and I refuse to let her off the hook. At times, the last week has been kind of awkward. Cal is still sitting with Addy and the rest of her crew at meals, while those who had once been both my and Addy’s friends have chosen alliance with me. At first I felt badly about that, but Bridget and Carrie were quick to point out that Addy would be flying high from some kind of win if the tables were turned. Cal hasn’t said much. I think he doesn’t want to choose sides and I won’t make him.
