That girl she makes me want tobe a better person,her eyes will haunt me for as long as I live there like the ocean so clear that I could see into her soul falling flyingjust for her she's my blue .when she said she was leaving my heart felt like it was being ripped right out of my chest. The one girl I was actually falling for I've never felt like this before she makes me feel real like I can be the real me nobody else can see. she sucked me right in with every little thing that she dose ,like the way she bites her lip when she's thinking or the way she stares at me like she knows all my secrets. I can't leave her go because I will regret it for the rest of my life if I do. After three encounters with this little Irish girl she may have captured my heart. I can't let this pass I can't let her leave I have to stop her before it's too late. *** Home. Home. Home. I’m going home I’m leaving California I should be excited but I’m not I’m miserable last night with Cody was I guess you could say..