Still, both of our hearts yearn to open and commune in love. I want to make this commitment with you: I will do my best to open through my fears and truly see you, feel you, and bloom you open to God with my love. Will you meet me in this commitment? Will you promise to open and give your love’s offering as best as you can, even when you are afraid or hurt? If we can each commit to opening, there is no limit to how deeply our love can grow or how fully our gifts may flower. Your secret sexual desire is to be ravished, lovingly forced open in unbearable pleasure, and taken fully open to God by a man of deep spiritual wisdom, strength, humor, sensitivity, and integrity. But your past relationships probably fell short of your deepest desire for a man’s loving, and your current relationship is probably also lacking. Why? The love that is deep in your heart is probably buried under layers of frustration and pain. How did these layers harden around the open yearning of your heart? Since you were a young woman, you have probably dreamed of being lovingly taken by a good man, a man who could truly know you and cherish your heart, a man of deep integrity, a man you could trust with your life—a man you could trust to take you open into love’s deepest bliss.
