HOWARD, I WANT TO TAKE THE TIME TO THANK THOSE WHO SUPPORT ME AND SHOW LOVE. I HAVE TO SAY IF YOU WOULD HAVE KNOWN ME LAST YEAR YOU WOULD HAVE SAID SHE WILL NEVER BE A WRITER. THAT’S THE THING I LOVE ABOUT GOD HE SEES THING THAT WE AS PEOPLE TURN THE BLIND EYE TO CAUSE WE ASSUME THAT ALL HOPE IS LOST. I HAVE HAD PEOPLE GIVE UP ON ME, USE ME (TRY TO ANYWAY), AND REFUSE TO LOVE ME KNOW MATTER HOW MUCH OF MYSELF I GAVE IT MEANT NOTHING TO THEM. I CONTINUED TO BE ME AND GAVE FROM MY HEART AND GOD SAW FIT TO TURN THINGS AROUND FOR ME. WHEN THE WORLD COUNTED ME OUT HE HELD MY HAND, WHEN THE STREETS TRIED TO SWALLOW ME WHOLE MERCY SAID NO. AND HERE I AM TODAY STRIVING TO BE THE BEST ME I COULD EVER BE. NO ONE IS PERFECT BUT I WANT TO TRY TO GET AS CLOSE AS I CAN. WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME DON’T LOOK AT ME AS AUTHOR, FAMOUS, OR CELEBERITY CAUSE I AM NONE OF THE ABOVE. I AM A WOMAN THAT WANTS TO BE LOVED, I HAD A DREAM OF BEING MORE THAN WHAT THE EYES COULD SEE. I STRUGGLE TO MAKE IT HERE TODAY FIGHTING FOR AIR, LOVE, AND LIFE.
