While Julie avoids me like the plague and seems to be relatively cold to her boss, the rest of the cast and crew still wants to be around Cole. We’ve gone out as a group quite a bit, which satisfies my need to spend time with her outside of a hotel room. It’s not like I want everyone to know we’re together, but there is something beautiful about experiencing her in different environments. Not just sexual experiences. I absolutely love watching how she interacts with others. I love watching Cole in action. I also enjoy watching other people react to her. I’ve learned to alert Cole’s security team well before the outing, and everything goes well. I almost always manage to sit next to her at dinners, which gives me the opportunity to touch her under the table. I think back to last week as I dial Brady’s number on my cell. We talk and go through the motions, but all I can think about is Cole. Cole wore this little skirt that barely covered anything, which meant it gave me wonderful access to everything I wanted.