I thought these other chicks were superficial when I saw them smacking makeup on their faces, or wearing hot pants and short tennis skirts for workouts. When I looked at myself in the locker mirror that day, I felt just as superficial. I wore a tight white tee. It showed off my well maintained body and all the right curves. It was thin enough to become translucent after I would sweat a bit. I also wore my favourite chocolate flavoured lip gloss and my cool new navy blue shorts. I wasn’t dressing up for a workout; I was dressing up for Jayson. Suddenly, reality hit me – I wanted Jayson to notice me. I wanted him to want me as much as I yearned for his touch. I didn’t want to be, just another girl in his class. I wanted to stand out from the crowd and most of all, I wanted him to undress me with his eyes. I never did anything to get guys in school or even in college. I had a good body but I never really flaunted it or tried too hard. I was good friends with guys around me and relationships came effortlessly to me.
