Yesterday topped the list. The talk with Eleanor, and Ethan visiting were exactly what I needed. Obviously all the amazing gifts I received from Ethan weren’t too bad either, they cheered me up a little. It’s good that if I’m ever in need of any help or advice, I can talk to Stanley. Since he’s been in my situation longer than me. Jasmine returns in three days. I’m super excited to see if anything happens between them. I hope something does. It’ll give me hope that maybe one day Ethan and I will work out. It no longer feels strange when I picture Ethan and me as an item. Is that weird? Today we filmed Rachel witnessing the murder and running to the station like a mad man. We did ten takes, from different angles. I had to stand in the middle of the road and pretend to see someone be murdered, then set off sprinting down the road. A track was set up at the edge of the road for the camera to run along. The best way to describe it is that it looks like a tiny train track.
